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June 22, 2003
By Jack Price
Stormy Weather
Psalm 89 Mark 4:35-41
But
in a panic, during a frightening storm, the disciples
were looking for a little supernatural power.
Jesus
responded to the disciples by speaking to the storm. 39 He
woke up and rebuked the wind, and said to the sea, "Peace!
Be still!" Then the wind ceased, and there was a dead
calm." The storm listened and shut up. Do we do as
much? The disciples felt a sense of awe, but they were
still afraid. Jesus confronted the b disciples because
he loved them. He was concerned, not about the storm
around them, but about them in the midst of the storm
The
storm reflects scary images for us. Storm-tossed seas
are like the chaos before God's creation. We can find
ourselves definitely out of our element. Winds roar - hurricanes,
tornadoes. We feel out of control and may soon be in
over our heads.
Storms
definitely rage around us. What can bring peace? As
a congregation, our current budgetary struggles feel
a little stormy. As we now work to sort out priorities
against the backdrop of developing a budget for the coming
year, we are pulled between competing values: fiscal
responsibility in tension with living by faith, tithing
as a congregation to outside missions with supporting
the ministry of work groups in and through the congregation. Storms
around us are real and they can be threatening and dangerous. Can
we hear the master saying, "Peace, be still."
There are storms in our individual
and family lives that can also cause destruction: threatening
illness, fearful loneliness, financial worries, estrangement,
loss, death. Storms that rage within us can be even more
destructive as they affect our attitudes and relationships. Can
we hear the master saying, "Peace, be still."
Peace
comes in the presence with us of the "creator of ocean
and earth and sky." Peace comes with the realization
that the Divine Mystery of life around us also lives
intimately within us, "Peace, be still." When there
is peace within us, the storms around us lose much of
their terror. We cannot answer many of life's most fundamental
questions. What we can do is grow in our ability to
trust God's work in us and in the world, grow in our
perception of how God is calling us to invest ourselves,
and grow in our ability to trust the community of disciples
who walk the path of faith with us.
Horatio G. Spafford began his
sacred poem, now famous as a hymn of faith: "When peace
like a river attendeth my way, when sorrows like sea billows
roll. These are the two extremes. When I feel safe and
at peace or when anxiety and fear roll over me like a tidal
wave, Gracious Spirit "Whatever befalls, You have taught
me to say, 'It is well with my soul.'"
True shalom is
peace within us regardless of the circumstances around
us. True peace is like being anchored even in the roughest
sea. It is the gift God has for all of us, the gift
God has for each of us as well. Peace is not just a
hope out there somewhere. It is a reality in the process
of becoming, a reality that lies among the treasures
God has already given us. Perhaps Jesus was fussing
at his frightened, awe-struck disciples because they
failed to look inside themselves for the salvation they
were seeking from him. But how do we find the treasure
of peace? How do we access God's peace for our souls.
Jesus
is talking to us as well as to the storm, sometimes saying
(in effect), "Knock it off"! Quit blowing all over the
place! "Peace, be still." Thomas Merton tells us:
Everyone needs enough silence and
solitude in their lives to enable that deep inner voice
of their own true self to be heard, at least occasionally. Without
that inner voice, we cannot [know peace]. Without that
inner voice, we no longer move from within, but only from
outside ourselves. We are propelled through life by a
series of collision with outside forces (with storms).
"Peace,
be still." Trust that your scars are your blessings. They
are the way we find our life's values, our life's calling. "So
very often [we discover ourselves] at the point of something
we think is a wound or disability or a handicap or a
problem [a storm]. As we wrestle with it and perhaps
struggle to be free of it, we may find that it has something
to give us. And as we begin to come to terms with it,
we discover that it contains hidden gold, the beginning
of a personal call from God." (Francis Dewar) And then,
we may discover something else -- that we become the
pathway for others to peace. There is a neighborhood
a few blocks over on Wayne
Avenue. We
are developing a partnership with them. I think we will
discover the path to true peace for our church and their
neighborhood lies through that relationship, through
what we will give and receive from each other.
"So
stand still with your wounds and your damage.and all
the baggage of your life. This is the blessed space,
[the tossing boat, the fractious meeting, the contentious
relationship], this is the space that the Creator hollows
out for you [the space the Creator hallows for you];
a space where neither darkness nor chaos can finally
overwhelm. God meets you in that space and nowhere else." (Angela
Tilly)
Like
the disciples on the boat, we cry with fear. "Master,
save us!"
Listen,
now: ""Peace, be still. Don't' be afraid."
No,
I will not fear: "No storm can shake my inmost calm
when to You I'm clinging. Since Love is Lord of heaven
and earth, how can I keep from singing?"
The
storms within calm and there is peace. Let the ears
of your soul listen and hear a still, small voice: "Come,
follow me with all your lives; your time, your talents,
your treasures."
Even
so, we come.
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