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July 13, 2003
By Jack Price
The Walk-on-Water Syndrome
Psalm 24 Mark 6:45-52 Ephesians 1:3-14
A
priest and a rabbi invited their friend, a Baptist minister,
to go fishing with them one day. While sitting out
in the boat, the priest suddenly stood up, said he was
thirsty, then walked across the surface of the lake and
returned the same way a few minutes later with a cup
of coffee. The rabbi just smiled, but the minister's
jaw dropped. Later, claiming hunger, the rabbi also
walked across the water and came back with a sandwich. The
minister was stunned. He was duly proud of his own spiritual
prowess, but this was something he had never even attempted. Finally,
without saying a word, he stood up, stepped out of the
boat, and immediately sank straight down into the lake. Whereupon,
the priest turns to the rabbi and said, "What about it
-- should we tell him where the rocks are?"
"Walking
on water!" It describes our attitude toward people,
perhaps some of us, who do amazing things. People who
perform miracles each day at work or at home, doing things
others find beyond belief, are said to "walk on water". It
is a precarious tightrope-walk of expectation and performance.
The
Walk-on-Water Syndrome is
a title borrowed with appreciation from a book by Dr.
Ed Bratcher. He talks about the tendency of ministers
and others to believe themselves invincible, indispensable,
and otherwise divinely ordained to do the impossible
and solve the world's problems! The reality that cannot
actually "walk on water" often comes as quite a shock,
at least to us. But Jesus could walk on water according
to Mark's Gospel.
The Gospel of Mark, chapter 6, Jesus has just fed 5,000 with
two fish and five loaves of bread, with twelve baskets
of food left over. Then, beginning with verse 45:
Immediately he made his disciples get
into the boat and go on ahead to the other side, to Bethsaida,
while he dismissed the crowd. After saying farewell
to them, he went up on the mountain to pray.
When evening came, the boat was out
on the sea, and he was alone on the land. When he saw
that they were straining at the oars against an adverse
wind, he came towards them early in the morning, walking
on the sea. He intended to pass them by. But when they
saw him walking on the sea, they thought it was a ghost
and cried out; for they all saw him and were terrified. But
immediately, he spoke to them and said, "Take heart, it
is I; do not be afraid." Then he got into the boat with
them and the wind ceased. And they were utterly astounded,
for they did not understand about the loaves, but their
hearts were hardened.
Jesus
needed to be alone, needed to pray, so he got rid of
everybody. Perhaps burned out, emotionally exhausted
by the teaching and healing and by dealing with peoples' expectations,
he needed to recharge his batteries and have quiet time
alone to pray. So he sent the disciples to the other
side of the lake and then he sent the crowds of people
away.
Evening
was falling. The time of crisis and opportunity was
coming. There are a series of "crossing over the sea" stories
in Mark's gospel. They serve as a literary device connecting
stories of Jesus' healing and teaching. The "crossing
over" stories all have a common destination -- "the other
side." They involve going to or from Gentile territory
on the other side of the Sea of Galilee - figuratively
speaking, the other side of the human race.
Some scholars think the story
of Jesus walking on the water began as a resurrection appearance
account, an experience by the disciples of the living Christ
after his death. Unlike the first crossing, with Jesus
asleep in the boat until he was awakened to still a storm,
this time, the disciples cross without Jesus. They go
on alone until, in the midst of the storm, he comes to
them. The power of such a story to the church of Mark's
generation is unmistakable.
The language of this story is
striking and really points up the idea of separation. First,
Jesus makes the disciples go ahead of him and dismisses
the crowd. Then, he leaves to go off by himself and pray
in the hills. Finally, the boat is described as far out
at sea while Jesus is alone on the land.
Jesus
waits until the fourth watch, early morning, to come
to them. Many hours have passed since their parting
and Jesus sees "his guys" floundering out on the water. Heaving
a sigh, he might have said to himself, "There they go
again. Can't those guys do anything right? And he went
to them walking on the water. I remember hearing a
sermon many years ago based on this story. The preacher,
from a little town called Mule Shoe in west Texas, said
that nobody there had any trouble believing Jesus walked
on the water. That may have been in part because of
their literal interpretation of the Bible, but even more
because nowhere in west Texas was the water over an inch
deep! The Sea of Galilee, though, was very deep and
sudden storms coming down out of the mountains caused
the ruin of many boats and the death of many sailors.
The
first question that occurs to me in hearing this story
is "Why?" Why did Jesus walk across the water? Because
it was shorter than walking around the lake? If Jesus
was so tired, maybe walking was easier than swimming. Whatever
his reason, the story says that Jesus came toward them
walking on the water. Then, there is a curious phrase, "He
intended to pass them by." What is that all about? Jesus
passing by seems to imply that he intended to bypass
the disciples and go ahead of them to their destination. If
he was planning to pass them by, why did he come within
sight in the first place?
Closer
research, however, reveals a very different meaning. The
Old Testament guides us in understanding what this phrase
means. In Ex. 33: 19, 22, Moses is on the mountain with
Yahweh who says, "I will make all my goodness pass before
you." Again, in 1 Kings 19: 11, the presence of God
passed by Elijah, who was sheltered in the cleft of the
rock. Finally, to the prophet Amos, Yahweh speaks the
ominous threat, "The end has come upon my people Israel;
I will never again pass them by." "Pass them by" refers
to an opportunity to perceive the glory of God. No
human could look on God directly. The only way of perceiving
the divine presence was from the side and back, as it
passed by. From the perspective of Mark's gospel, the
living post-Easter Jesus intended to "pass by" the disciples,
revealing the glory of God.
The
disciples were scared at the specter of a ghost out on
the surface of the water. Their fear caused Jesus to
stop and enter the boat. Jesus responded to their fear
by revealing himself. "Take heart; it is I. Be not
afraid." He spoke, identifying himself, and came into
boat. The wind ceased. The disciple reacted with fear,
awe, and disbelief because they did not understand about
the miracle of the loaves. Their hearts were hardened,
a sign they were moving toward alienation. What is the
connection between the feeding miracle and Jesus walking
on the water? The feeding of 5,000 story places Jesus
as the host of the messianic banquet at the end of time. It
identifies Jesus as the messiah and the feeding as primarily
spiritual.
This
is a story with powerful symbolic meaning. The boat
can represent the Mark-era church, filled with believers
who are afraid. The tossing sea represents chaos, the
end of all things, the eschaton. In the book
of Revelation, in the new creation there is no sea. Chaos
is finally overcome. It represents the conflicted world
of Mark and the late first-century church. Jesus is
identified with the Spirit that in creation brooded over
the surface of the water. Jesus is identified with God
in contrast to creation -- to humanity and the natural
elements.
Jesus
presence in the boat calms the storm, keeps the chaos
at bay. His walking across the water brings images again
of the Hebrews crossing the Red Sea to freedom. The
hardening of the disciples' hearts is ominous, reminiscent
of Pharaoh and all who reject God's message of freedom
and justice.
Our modern world is filled with
examples of segregation and estrangement between peoples
and between people. Israelis and Palestinians for example
thwart all initiatives for peace. Efforts are constantly
sabotaged by terror and acts of terror. Violence begets
violence. Commitment to a vision of peace and justice
is as hard to navigate as a small boat on a storm-tossed
sea.
Efforts to make peace in our
own lives and relationships are also subjected to chaotic
forces, constantly sabotaged by what might be called "emotional
terrorism". Internal voices sabotage our best efforts
and intentions to grow, to make positive changes inside
and in our relationships. These voices tell us we are
not any good, or only worthwhile if we do what others want - that
we're not smart enough, not committed enough, not attractive
enough to succeed. Destructive family patterns of substance
abuse, neglect, non-communication, or violence are like
churning storms.
Efforts as a congregation to
make and bring peace, and build a church to navigate the
seas of contemporary culture are susceptible to these same
forces. We seek to be church within a popular culture
that emphasizes feelings as the supreme good. American
culture with its "can-do" philosophy - more competitive
than cooperative -- is driven by a "success-image" that
runs contrary to the gospel. Modern culture, with its "me-orientation," places
personal fulfillment, personal comfort, and personal security
above community and corporate well being.
The
Jesus of Easter walks across the waters of the chaos
of our present age, intending to "pass us by," to reveal
the glory of the Holy at the center of existence - to
show us all that we can take in of that Sacred and numinous
reality. What choices do we have in response? Like
the disciples, we can lose ourselves in the feelings
of the experience, in the experience itself, and completely
miss the truth at the core of that experience. We often
do this in our worship, both the individual and private
worship of prayer and meditation, and our experience
of corporate worship. Music and worship have the power
to transport us into the very presence of the Holy, to
glimpse the glory of God as it passes by us. But if
we're not careful, these same elements will transport
us right on past.
When
we become so focused on the experience of worship, we
risk missing completely the Holy at the heart of that
experience. Like the disciples, our hearts can become
hardened as we begin to alienate ourselves from the Holy. We
can feel alienated from the church and cut off from the
source of our faith.
We
can lose ourselves in the feelings of our life experience
and of our experience of the Holy. On the other hand,
we can learn to see what God is revealing to us, learn
to hear what God is teaching us, and learn to receive
what God is giving us. Robert Frost touches this truth
in the poem "Take Something Like a Star."
It
asks a little of us here. It asks of us a certain height,
So
when at times the mob is swayed to carry praise or blame
too far,
We
may take something like a star to stay our minds on and
be staid.
The
disciples did not make the connection with the story
of the loaves. Divine Mystery loves us and invites our
presence at the banquet table of life, not just someday
after we die, but now. Eat well and drink deeply and
give glory to the host.
"O
God, Spirit of Truth, soften our hearts to hold you and
see you at the core of all our life's experience - in
joy and sorrow, through pain and pleasure to perceive
you and worship you. Knowing the total commitment this
takes, we pray for strength of will on our part, for
availability of resources to support us, and for a sense
of your presence always within and around us. O God,
pass us by and come to us, we pray. Amen."
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