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October 10, 2004
By Jack Price
Promises, Promises, part 1: Our Promises to God
Jeremiah 29:4-7
By the rivers of Babylon— there we sat down
and there we wept when we remembered Zion.
On the willows there we hung up our harps.
For there our captors asked us for songs, and our tormentors asked
for mirth, saying, "Sing us one of the songs of
Zion!"
And
yet
If I forget you, O Jerusalem, let my right hand wither!
Jesus’ message
through the gospels is all about God’s newness,
discovered through life and through death. The
quality of new life only comes through resurrection.
If
Jeremiah’s message is that “only grief permits
newness,” we can embrace our own experiences of
grief in that hope. Many of you have experienced
deep grief, especially in the loss of a loved one. A
profound experience of grief came for me in the death
of my mother. Through the stress and anxiety of
those days after her death, I was only able to let go
seated at the graveside. The voice of a dear friend
and pastor provided the sacred space for me to experience
my grief fully with tears. Newness as gift was
given right then. I received it in part at that
time and have received it little by little over twenty
years of hard work. In truth, it is a gift I am
still receiving.
The
gift of healing grief lets us embrace life and loss honestly
and fully. It is the nexus of transformation. Through
it, we can relinquish our familiar world of king and
temple, of power-seeking and tightly controlling, and
receive God’s new world of grace freely given,
of forgiveness right up front. It is a world of
freedom from earned salvation. We receive life
as gift and dare to embrace the poets’ vision of
heaven right here and now, even in the midst of a broken
world. It is the reality of evil transformed, of
hatred reversed, of death resurrected, and eternity begun. God
is with us in our exile. God is at home in us
Poet
Leonardo Boff, in The Path of Hope, reminds us:
God does not explain why there is
suffering. God suffers alongside us. God does
not explain why there is sorrow. God became the sorrowful
one. God does not explain why there is humiliation. God
practices self-emptying love. We are no longer alone
in our vast loneliness. God is with us. We
are no longer in solitude, but rather in solidarity. The
arguments from reason are silenced. It is the heart
that speaks. It tells of a God who does not ask questions,
but who acts; who does not offer explanations, but lives
out an answer.
We promise, O God, to live so
as to receive this new way you give to us and all creation,
knowing that to receive it means to relinquish so much
that is familiar, so much in which we have tended to place
our faith. We promise to seek the welfare of the
place we are now, of the people with whom we share life;
to grow where we are planted. We trust you, O God. Help
us in our doubt. Help us in our fear. You alone
have the words of life. Amen.
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